Arh!!! Lastly, I managed to hand out my resignation letter to my manager, her face looked so shocked! Yaya, within my expectation as no idiot like me, will really do so at this time being (months before the bonus payout??!!) . Yet, I really put down a stone in my heart and I can start to prepare for my working holiday.

和同事谈起自己的计划，
她突然来一句：“你真的是我所有认识的人里面最不同的，你真真切切的去实现自己的梦想。”
哇！真不敢当，我没有什么比别人更特别的地方，
只是心里那爱跑爱窜的心思在作祟，我也傻乎乎的应合着它。

“你不怕后悔吗？可能等你回来的时候，一切又要重新来过。”
我怕，可是我更怕没有去实现梦想的遗憾。决定去的那一刻，
已经把所有该付出的代价都一一盘算，都还是抵不过那蠢蠢欲动的心。

Since the day of leaving is getting closer, I feel like there are a lot of things that I haven't done which really make me nervous. Accommodation, works, things to bring or documents to apply, suddenly feel like time is not enough for me!! Oweeeee, messing up myself again.

Another 1 Month 1 Week & 4 Days to go~
Kaybe & Lina are going to New Zealand~

Chasing our dreams!

This article caught my eyes while I am FB-ing and I would like to share with all of you here.

Bronnie Ware worked as a nurse and all her patients were those who had gone home to die. After so many years she shared her times with them, she concluded "5 regrets of The Dying" which we can learn from it.

5 regrets of The Dying

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me. 

This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. 

It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard. 

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends. 

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier. 


As you have seen, I have highlight the first regret, maybe it is more on my feelings now. Once, I wanted to get marry on my 18. But after entering this working society, I hardly believe that I could make myself marry before 30. I am not saying that I won't be getting into family by the age of 30, is that I feel like time is never enough for me to explore, to chase for my dream! I don't want to live the life others expected on me, I need time to honour my dreams one by one and I am happy to said that I am now in the process! 

Yeah! Thanks GOD for giving me the chance in my life to do things that I love so much, diving, travelling and HE always prepare it more than enough for me! Going to New Zealand for working travel is my next BIG milestone of my life and I am ready for it!

Another 1 month, 3 weeks & 3 days!

(Wanna to read more about the 5 regrets, click HERE.)